I Forgot to Mention

The whole time I was with "ManChild" I was thinking about "Married Man".  I just can't shake him.  He said that he thinks about me all the time, and it was crazy how we started talking again.  Just when "ManChild" started stressing me out more than I already was, he sent me a message on Facebook.  Mind you I deleted him as a friend when me and "ManChild" got together because "ManChild" asked me to....ugh.  The message just said, "Are u ok?"  I sent back....after thinking for 5 minutes about how he just came out of the blue..."Why do you ask?"  He replied, "Cuz I feel like something is wrong wit u.  I just had a sickening feeling in my stomach that you were hurting."  That's it...I'm convinced that we are connected.  I told him to call me after that reply.  We talked for 3 hours straight!  He said that he told his wife that his heart belongs to me, and she was just going to have to live with that.  I couldn't believe that in reality...but it does sound good.  He told me that he still thinks about running away with me and just leaving everything behind, but he lives for his son now.  Which, by the way, does look just like him, so I'm convinced that boy is his.  No matter where I go or who I'm with, "Married Man" always crosses my mind.  I don't know if I enjoy the chase because good men find me and I always find something wrong with them.  Hell, I guess I am just destined to be alone and grow old.  I'm going to be that old woman in the nursing home, still wearing make-up and awesome, hip clothes hitting on all the old widowers with prescriptions of viagra.  LOL!! Good night, everyone!