I Forgot to Mention

The whole time I was with "ManChild" I was thinking about "Married Man".  I just can't shake him.  He said that he thinks about me all the time, and it was crazy how we started talking again.  Just when "ManChild" started stressing me out more than I already was, he sent me a message on Facebook.  Mind you I deleted him as a friend when me and "ManChild" got together because "ManChild" asked me to....ugh.  The message just said, "Are u ok?"  I sent back....after thinking for 5 minutes about how he just came out of the blue..."Why do you ask?"  He replied, "Cuz I feel like something is wrong wit u.  I just had a sickening feeling in my stomach that you were hurting."  That's it...I'm convinced that we are connected.  I told him to call me after that reply.  We talked for 3 hours straight!  He said that he told his wife that his heart belongs to me, and she was just going to have to live with that.  I couldn't believe that in reality...but it does sound good.  He told me that he still thinks about running away with me and just leaving everything behind, but he lives for his son now.  Which, by the way, does look just like him, so I'm convinced that boy is his.  No matter where I go or who I'm with, "Married Man" always crosses my mind.  I don't know if I enjoy the chase because good men find me and I always find something wrong with them.  Hell, I guess I am just destined to be alone and grow old.  I'm going to be that old woman in the nursing home, still wearing make-up and awesome, hip clothes hitting on all the old widowers with prescriptions of viagra.  LOL!! Good night, everyone!

I'm Back!!! And Single Again!

Ok....so it has been a whole year since I have posted anything on this blog.  I have to say that I met a guy and thought he was the one.  Well, until he started acting like a child!  I know that most men have child like tendencies, but this one was an absolute child!  His mother babied him for 27 years...I can't reverse that.  He would always bitch about us not spending time together, and I kept telling him that the more he tries to pull me close, the more he just pushes me away.  This was a weekly conversation until he talked to his MOMMY about the issue, and she agreed with me.  At that point he understood everything I had been trying to tell him...well, so I thought.  This made me feel like everytime he told me "I understand" or "I'm sorry", he was just lying to me!!  I gave him a second chance because I really thought he was the one.  The very next day, he lies to me again.  He said that he didn't talk to his mother and he understood me himself, but he thought it would make me believe him more if he ranted about the talk he had with his mother for over 2 hours!  What? The. Hell????? I knew he was lying, but I played along...knowing the whole time that it was over.  He killed whatever romance there was left between us.  The next few days go by and I don't hear from him.  I find out through a mutual friend that he had been talking to the "TOWN WHORE" about our relationship, and she agreed that I wasn't spending enough time with him.   Surprise, Surprise!  A stupid 35+ year old whore that has no job, no high school diploma, no life obviously, and has cheated on all 3 of her husbands thinks that I don't spend enough time with my boyfriend.  First off, this bitch couldn't walk two days in my shoes...no, no....this bitch couldn't walk an hour in one of my shoes!!!!  I work full time and go to school full time, and spent all my free time with him.  Hell, I didn't have any time to myself.  This situation, as if it wasn't already dead, just put our relationship 6 feet under!  So....I am single...yet again.  Maybe I am too picky!  Maybe it is me.  I am a damn good woman that just needs a sort of asshole/sort of sweetheart type of MAN...not boy.  Is that too damn much to ask???

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